“stay gold.”


Y’know those books that grab hold of you from the first page and won’t let go, ever?  That’s The Outsiders.  I read it in a blaze of speed, starting last evening and finishing it this morning (no, I didn’t read it through the night – but I could’ve).  Shane was like that.  So was To Kill A Mockingbird.  And a bunch of other books.  If a book can grip my interest like that, make me totally invested in the characters (and what characters!), and have me in tears over a half dozen times, it’s a keeper.

Yes, I was a bit leery about reading The Outsiders at first, simply because it’s so foreign to what I usually read (the 60s? greasers? what?) but I’d heard it was super good (and Hamlette rated it five-out-of-five on Goodreads) and there was only a little  language/inappropriate content, so I gave it a try.  I vaguely knew the story (very vaguely) because one of the girls I follow on Pinterest is obsessed with both the book and the movie, but I wasn’t prepared to fall in love with all the characters as fiercely as I did.  And I definitely wasn’t expecting the story to be so bare and honest and brutal (without being needlessly so).

It was a bit hard to keep track of all the characters at first (I kept getting Darry and Dally mixed up because their names are so similar) but by the end, I was in awe of S.E. Hinton’s characterization skills.  Everyone felt very, very real – even the minor characters, like Randy.  Steve was my least favorite, along with most of the Socs (I just don’t like Bob and I don’t think I ever will), but I loved, loved, loved all the other characters.  The names did weird me out a bit at first, though I quickly got used to them. (But, really…Sodapop?  Ponyboy?  What kind of a dad names his kids like that?)  After a long debate, I think I like Darry the best (but only by a fraction over all the others).  He’s the oldest brother and I found that I related to him in that way, since I’m the oldest in my family too. (Did anyone else cry when he came to see Ponyboy in the hospital?) 

But Johnny… *bawls*  And Dally… *bawls*  And all the others, basically.

Personally, I wouldn’t like to read books like The Outsiders on a regular basis, since it is quite depressing and bleak (and one thing I didn’t appreciate is how the characters smoke all. the. time.), but it was a jolt in my otherwise humdrum-as-of-late reading life and so I appreciate it for that.  Oh, and one other thing I really, really liked about it was how Gone With The Wind featured so much in the story.  That made me smile. (Well, at first…and then it made me cry.)

Have you read this breathtaking book?  (Breathtaking as in ‘it will take your breath away with how real and hard it is’.) Let me know your thoughts in the comments!




little things {#14}


~vanilla ice cream

~pink & grey


~vintage-y stuff

~Shawn & Gus

~Disney songs

~discovering a great new book

~trips to the library

~my parents

~coloring books

~organizing my room + bookshelves + clothes


~new friends & old friends



mixing with murder: a story snippet

I was planning to write a sort of life update post today, but my thoughts refused to come together so I thought I’d share some of my writing: it’s an experimental opening scene to an idea that I’ve been tossing around for the past three or four months and I’d really like to get your thoughts on it.  Still very first-drafty (even as I was pulling up the document to copy-and-paste it here, I noticed things I want to change) but I hope it gives you an idea of the kind of story/novella/novel this might turn out to be. (It’s set in the fifties by the way…not sure if anyone would pick that up from just this one scene, so I just thought I’d mention it.)

(And please forgive any typos.  Like I said, it’s very First Draft.)


The detective stood on one side of the room. I stood on the other. The animosity between us was sharp.

The third person in the room had no opinion in the matter.

She was dead.

Policemen stood in the hall outside as I, Investigative Reporter Alan Wade, and he, Detective Mark Randall from the Los Angeles police station, went over the crime scene with an attentive air.

The stench of cigarettes hung in the air – a half dozen of them lay in the ashtray beside the victim, lipstick staining each like a faded kiss – and there was also a strong sense of four or five different perfumes vying with each other for preeminence. The carpet was plush and red. There were twenty lights that surrounded the vanity mirror. One was burnt out. Two were brighter than the rest.

I paid no attention to Detective Randall as I pulled out my notepad – not so different from the one he himself now held and wrote in – and jotted down a few phrases that would help me remember the scene later.

Randall coughed.

I looked up. He was staring right at me with a glare that could be felt more than seen. I refused to respond and went back to my observations of the room. Small, smaller than usual. But comfortable. Victim seated in a pink armchair, head tilted back slightly, hands folded neatly in her lap. Strangled. Murder weapon nowhere to be found. They had waited to take the body away until Randall could come and look things over. Once he was finished, I was finished.

Not quite, though.

My press pass could get me places he’d need a warrant to enter. That was something. And my cooperation with and assistance of the Los Angeles police department in the past had me on good standing with the commissioner, good standing that benefited me now. How else would I have been notified so quickly?

“Officer, would you be so good as to come in here?” I called to the swarm of men in the hall.

An older man strode in, tall and muscular with a hard set to his jaw. “What is it, Mr. Wade?”

“I just have a few questions to clear up, officer.  Cause of death?” I asked, though I was already pretty sure I knew.

“No way to tell until the inquest, but I’d put my money it’s the same way as all the others.”

Strangulation. The other two murders had been in other cities too far away to give me an excuse to cover them – besides the fact that I’d been away on vacation both times – but I’d read all the reports. A serial killer. Possibly. Coincidences did happen, but with three actresses murdered – and all redheads at that – I would have put my money on the serial killer theory.

Randall coughed again. The officer looked up. I did not, choosing to remain fixated on my notes.

And the officer’s notes. His pad had slipped into a convenient position for me to try puzzling out his upside-down handwriting. No such luck. From this angle, it all looked like black gashes, sharp and angular. Pity. It would have been handy to know exactly what he knew. Even with my high standing at the department, the police always held back one or two details. Procedure. And I knew from experience that no amount of begging or pleading – or threats – would make them divulge what they knew.

“Time of death?” I asked, pulling the officer’s attention from some silent argument was having with Randall and back to my own investigation.

Once again, he consulted his notes. “No one’s sure. The maid went in about half an hour after Miss Shaw got back from the premier party and found her like this. Could’ve been any time in that half hour.”

Not very helpful, but I wrote it down all the same. “Did anyone see her enter the hotel? She could have been murdered somewhere else and brought here.”

“She tipped the busboy.”

“I see.”

So far, this was nothing new. Actress murdered in her hotel room after a premiere for her latest film. Which brought my mind back to the serial killer angle. I was tempted to drop a hint, perhaps even get a quote from the officer, but decided against it. Once the police began to think in terms of serial killers, every newspaper would be full with it and my thunder would be stolen. Better to run with the theory before anyone else had a chance to.

“You talked to the others on this floor?”

The inspector nodded. “Nothing.”

That was that, for now. My eyes made one final pass around the room as I nodded to both Randall and the police captain, tipped my hat, said “Gentlemen”, and took my leave. Now the real work would begin.


Sooooo…thoughts?  Constructive criticisms?  Suggestions?  I’m open to anything you guys want to send me. 🙂


announcing the Alfred Hitchcock Blogathon 2016!

For the past couple of months, I’ve been racking my brain for a blogathon/blog party idea and I wasn’t coming up with anything.  Then, on a hunch, I checked when Hitchcock’s birthday was and then I knew.  August 13th.  A little over a month away.  I considered doing an entire week centered around him, but that would take tons of organization and a whole week out of a month when my family is expecting some relatives for a visit.  So, I thought, why not a blogathon?  Perfect!

In case you didn’t know, a blogathon works like this: if you want to participate, leave a comment with a link to your blog and what you’ll be writing about (review of a Hitchcock film, something about Hitchcock’s life…basically anything, as long as it’s Hitchcock-related).  I’ll add you to this post’s roster (down below the event buttons/posters/whatever you want to call them) and on August 11th, 12th, or 13th, you’ll publish your post and leave a link to it in the comments on a blog post I’ll set up for that purpose.  I’ll be publishing a post of my own for each day but you only have to write one (and publish it on whichever of the three days you like) unless you want to do more.  I don’t know if there will be a giveaway yet, but I’m looking into it.

Anyway, here are some event banners that you can put on your blog’s sidebar to advertise the blogathon. (I tried to come up with a good selection.)

Blogathon Participants:

Hope to see you there!